Unexperienced Blessing...!!!!!!

“Naturally, after many, many, many, years of experiencing rejection from people who were supposed to Love her, that was the very first time she had been exposed to identify a blessing. However she didn't know how to respond, because at the same time as her conscious mind generated a feeling of glorious pleasure...her subconscious reacted awkward affecting her physically, as if her body was rejecting the unfamiliar emotion she was experiencing. Sadly, she was not equipped to fully assimilate and accept a simple blessing with grace and she had to go through much more to understand what accepting a blessing entailed.”